Rough Times

          As of late I have beginning to have some rather disturbing dreams of certain friends being judgmental, and calling me things that have truly torn my heart apart. I realize it is just anxiety from the changes and the transition I am going through. These dreams have caused more tears than anything, and I know now the hormones are having an even deeper effect.This weekend has been an exceptionally long one in some ways. Quite beautiful time with my one love, but the attitude has failed me again. It seems as though that hasn't changed enough. I am quite grateful for those who have stayed by my side. We need to hold onto what friends and family will support us.