This is a record of my transition to show the changes made through the progress of becoming the woman I was truly born to be. My given name is Brandan DeWitt. My heart's true name is Rachyl Marie DeWitt.
August 6, 2014
Anger At Its Worst
This isn't referring to transgender changing or anything, but I have some serious attitude problems. A lot of people think it comes from being on hormones, but I was always this way so I know better. I just am unsure what could possibly help. I am on mood stabilizers, but obvious still quite the rude little bitch sometimes when people push me too far or even at times when there is no need for it. Depression is certainly a part of my life, as it may be for others. I spend as much time writing or doing activities that may calm my wild feelings as possible. I colored last night when I couldn't sleep and I was able to be calm and relax and think through the things that had upset me simply two days before. Hopefully anyone who reads this, going through the same things will understand that depression is going to be a factor, but sometimes the simplest of things will help. You're never too old to color a picture, or sing a silly song, or dance like nobody is watching. Just find what works for you and let the anger and frustrations go. I will have the picture records up in a little while.
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