Good things are coming

          I skipped writing yesterday. Had very little to do but took some much needed time to enjoy some different things I enjoy for myself. I have always had a girly touch to me, but I am not an overly girly person. I grew up learning to get dirty or bloody and just dealing with it. I was terrified of the sight of my own blood as a child but grew out of that fairly early. I have not completely changed. Yes, I still want to experience those days when I can be dressed beautifully and feel extra good about myself, however I will not give up the outdoors or the things I liked before. I grew up a video gamer. One of the few things that can truly hold me still for a long period of time, so yesterday I kind of vanished from most people and simply sat, playing a video game using only the surround sound I built. Was a nice little retreat though I must say there was a friend I did not talk to that I kind of missed laughing with. Not everything in our lives will change just depending on the hormones. We have to change ourselves as well. If we leave things strictly up to the hormones we may not have any idea of where we are going with anything. I will not do this. I will still continue to be me, and feel more confident in myself in every aspect, especially looks as I begin to take on a more feminine look. In this aspect, there is some minor news to be given. Today is another picture day. There truly are no noticeable changes to my body. However, before beginning this venture, I did measure out my chest as to be capable of buying the right clothing that would fit just right, even if there is nothing up top to put in said clothes. At the time I measured my chest, being a man as I have always been, my chest measured out at a 36. I have a wide chest. I have checked on these measurements again so that I may keep an accurate record of how the progress goes and where it will end up. I will be doing this monthly, so this will serve as my record. It is not a noticeable change by the naked eye, but my measurement now is at a 37. Not much growth has occurred obviously, however, there is a start to things. This I find to truly be a blessing. One month, and there is a slight difference. Leaves me to wonder where I will be by next month when again I measure myself.