Life Changes

          Things have not progressed any with the Transgender side of life really since my last post. Just an every day life as it is. Things have been going differently however. Someone very special from my past has found their way back to my life, having a tough time with some little aspects of things which I do understand, but accepting me for who I am and seeing that they may still love me as I am the person I am. Always to have the same quirks and love to give. I have been spending good time with her again, and have a date to go on this weekend. It's more than exciting but I think what truly touched my heart the deepest was how in public, when I had a moment of fear, she was the one to calm me and fully accepted being seen with me as though nothing were different at all. Because of this, I have been opening my mind to writing a bit differently. I am writing more about love and beautiful aspects of the day, rather than waiting till I hit the depressed position of my life to write out my feelings and thoughts. My poetry is changing. I truly have seen many good things coming my way since I fully accepted myself. Yes, I can be a real bitch when people push things the wrong way, but I have just become tired of being made to feel used or walked on. I let that kind of stuff go and will gladly walk away from people. But I have found now where I do belong so I am not worried about that. I am happy with my life the way it is going. My dream of becoming a woman is coming true, I will hopefully be publishing a small book of poetry soon, and the one lady who truly touched me in ways no-one else could has come back into my life. I have amazing things to write poetry of now. :-)