Emotional?

          I would like to say first off, that I have not been posting much these past couple days as I am sick and just started antibiotics today. Due to this sickness, I have had some difficulty with sleeping regularly, and even more difficulty with feeling up to writing or anything. Today is not an especially good day or anything, but as it was picture day, I felt it would be a good time to report on things. I have never personally studied astrology, though my heart and soul lie deeply connected with the stars. So much so that in a sense I "hear" what I need to from them. It obviously isn't a real voice, nor can they truly speak their wishes unto me. But upon speaking with the stars during my lost moments, I find closure, reassurance, love, guidance, and inside, I feel the energy given off. Speaking to me on a more spiritual level. I have not recently had any more emotional disturbances, other than being sick and wanting to cry myself back to sleep at 3 o'clock this morning. This leads me to believe that since I had such a hormonal imbalance before, that maybe I will not experience quite the same depth of emotional upheaval as have others. I have once again, now that the weekend has passed, found myself. My laughter. My smiles. My witty little attitude that leads me to be quite sassy and mouthy at the drop of a hat. I think possibly it may have been the astrological differences that threw my emotions and depression into a full swing. It was not a fun ride for me, though I do hope that you all understood as I did try to convey the depth of my feelings, and thoughts, without going so far as to say I wanted self harm. Keep this in mind. For those of us in a more spiritual balance, we may wish to consider looking into an astrological understanding of ourselves, as it may be quite fitting for us. We may learn more of how and when these attacks will happen. We may very well be able to help prevent our own downfalls and rise to the top where we find our belief and understanding once again. I will be looking into astrology a bit more soon, and will be posting some of what I find that may help me through this journey. I wish you all well, and hope the best for you.