Good things coming

          I realize lately I have been absent quite a lot more. I have had a lot of things going on, even on top of being very sick. Things have been very rough, however I have been able to take time to think a little bit. I have realized quite a few things have changed. I have been Bisexual my entire life, with a strong attraction to men, however stronger towards women. I have an attraction towards women on a deeper level. Since the hormones started getting into my system better, I have noticed that I am actually leaning even more in the direction of the women with less thoughts of men. I have calmed down in many ways, and though I still have slight touches of depression, I am actually in a much better frame of mind. I will resume posting and writing more poetry soon. Things have been busy and I am getting into a better state of life in itself. If you are considering undergoing hormones, remember, we are all different. For some, everything changes, for others, it only straightens out what was already there. We all will deal with things in different ways, and see things in different ways. When looking for beauty, remember to look through your own eyes. What others see may or may not be the truth as we are all different in our own ways. Wish you all well.